That affliction grew heavy upon me, and weighed me down even to a diffidence of God's mercy.Donne.
It is good to speak on such questions with diffidence.Macaulay.
An Englishman's habitual diffidence and awkwardness of address.W. Irving.
Syn. -- Humility; bashfulness; distrust; suspicion; doubt; fear; timidity; apprehension; hesitation. See Humility, and Bashfulness.